Taurus - ALMOST PERSONAL READING FOR September 9 - October 9 - Not over, just not ready

Hello Taurus and welcome to your reading. This is a reading for someone who is Taurus Sun, Moon, Rising or Venus sign - or you may be dealing with a Taurus. Please remember that timing is fluid in tarot, this may speak of things which have already happened, are happening right now, or may happen in the future. Nothing is set in stone, we all have free will. Males may present as a female energy and vice versa, because we all embody both masculine and feminine energies. If this reading doesn't resonate with you - it's not your reading! Don't force it to fit your story. Please remember that these readings are for entertainment only, and should be used as guidance only. If you have any problems that require the expertise of a professional; a solicitor, a doctor, an accountant, then please seek the appropriate help for your issue. Now that we've got that out of the way, let's begin.

I used my pendulum to divine which decks to use for your reading and it chose Chris-Anne's Lightseer's Tarot deck and Tarot de la Nuit for your reading. Supporting oracle cards are Yasmin Boland's Moonology Oracle, Doreen Virtue's Angel Oracle Deck and Denise Linn's Sacred Destiny Oracle.

I initially drew four cards for you, Taurus, and four cards for your person. As I dealt, I automatically put you in the top row, as it is your reading, and I'll refer to the messages for the top row as you during this reading. However, if you resonate more with the messages in the bottom row, then feel free to flip the reading. I have had feedback on one reading that I have done that the message was flipped for another person, and they were on the bottom row. One more note on your person. This could be your partner, your spouse, your secret lover, this could be your crush, your ex. But 99% of the time, it's going to refer to the person who dominates your thoughts. You could be married but find yourself preoccupied with the crush you have on your boss. You could be single and pining for your ex.

On your top row you have - the Knight of Wands, the 3 of Cups, the 9 of Swords and the Queen of Wands.

Your person has - The Hermit, the 4 of Wands, the Star and the Tower.

You could be receiving attention this month from someone, and I have a feeling that the attraction will be mutual. The Knight of Wands - could be an Aries, Leo, Sagittarius (but doesn't have to be, it could be someone who has the qualities of a fire sign). This is someone who you will have an intense chemistry with, this is hot, passionate, sexual. They will charm the pants and then the knickers off you. 

The 3 of Cups - numerous scenarios here. Innocently, this is someone who you have been involved with in the past who you are hoping to reunite with. Or. This is someone who wants to involve you in a third party situation. Either they are already in a relationship, or you are. Or. This is someone who you were in a third party situation with in the past. Either you were their lover or they were yours. 

Your next card, the 9 of Swords, this is a card of mental anguish. Sleepless nights. Anxiety, worry, depression. You are all up in your head about this person. Your next card, the Queen of Wands, this is someone who has it all together. You are probably looking hot right now, you got your glow up, Taurus, and it's likely this which has turned your person's head. If you're single, Taurus, you may be in your head because you're wondering what to do about your person, whether to give them another chance. Because in the past your person presented as the Knight of Wands. The Knight of Wands doesn't stick around. The Knight of Wands doesn't want to marry you, or take you home to meet their parents. They may have an intense sexual attraction towards you, but it's likely that they have an intense sexual attraction to a lot of people, you get me? #player And you are a Queen. You don't want a Knight. You want a King, Taurus. And the definition of madness is doing the same thing and expecting a different result. The Queen of Wands learns from her mistakes. Could you be making the same mistake all over again?

Your person has the Hermit. A period of retreat, retraction from life, contemplation, being alone, solo, meditating, thinking. And I think they've come to realise that the connection that you both shared was something special. The 4 of Wands. Some call it the Twin Flame card, the 1111 card. This is the card of reunion, happy home, marriage, celebration, but at the very least, this is a soul connection between the two of you. The Star, yeah, it seems that they have been doing a lot of healing whilst apart from you, whilst in their Hermit mode. And I feel that what they had to heal from, was basically the Tower moment they received while in Hermit mode. When facing their shadow side, and maybe realising what their devil-may-care attitude may have cost them. Especially if they hurt you along the way. 

I took some clarifiers on each card, to see if we can get a more detailed picture. You received the 2 of Cups, the 8 of Cups, the 2 of Swords and the Knight of Cups. 

Your person got the 3 of Wands, the 3 of Cups, Justice and the Knight of Wands.

First of all, you have the 2 of Cups clarifying the Knight of Wands. Whatever they were, however they treated you, this person is a soulmate, and you knew this all along, you just needed them to catch up. You love them unconditionally. The 8 of Cups clarifying the 3 of Cups. This offer of reunion or reconciliation is marred by the worry of history repeating. Of the Knight of Wands walking away and leaving you again. This leaves you with a difficult decision, the 2 of Swords clarifying the 9 of swords. A card which tells of the need to make a decision, and it's a mental decision, a logical one, a rational one, head over heart in this instance. Whether to take a chance on this person and accept their offer. This is what is causing you the sleepless nights, the worry, the anxiety. And the final card, the Knight of Cups, this isn't a good card with the 2 of Swords. Your person may have matured slightly, they may be more in touch with their emotions now, they may not be the player that they once were. But. They're still a Knight. They haven't taken a step upwards, they've taken a step sideways. An improvement, but hardly a level up, Taurus. I don't think that - right now - this relationship would last. 

Your person has the 3 of Wands. They are waiting, or have been waiting patiently for the right time to approach you. They're planning to move forward, and they want a reconciliation with you, the 3 of Cups clarifying the 4 of Wands. Justice clarifying the Star. Justice was served on their backsides, maybe karma gave them a well needed kicking, and now they want to make amends. They want to give you the justice you deserve for how they treated you in the past. They may have gone through a very dark night of the soul themselves, and really had a wake up call as to how badly they have treated people in the past. And they've decided enough. The Tower moment is on the Knight of Wands, they have tore that mofo down, and he is not coming back. Lessons were learned. Some lessons, not all. They've done some work, they're healing, they think they're ready - but they're not. They're still showing up in your life as a Knight. 

That said, this is a soul connection. I don't think it's over. You have the 2 of Cups and they have the 4 of Wands. If this is a twin flame connection (not everyone believes in them - me? The jury is still out...), and indeed one (or both) of you have bolted in the past - as indicated by the 8 of Cups, the chaser might just end up becoming the runner here, and vice versa. But I don't think this union is ready yet, your person, while on the right track, still has a lot of work to do on themselves before this relationship will work. 

Underlying energies at the bottom of the deck, for you The Star, and for them, the King of Pentacles. Yeah, so I think you're wishing for the King of Pentacles. Stable, reliable, practical, trustworthy, ambitious. This is the King who is going to provide for his Queen of Pentacles (you!) and the family you might have, this is the divine counterpart that you crave, and you know deep down that a Knight - even a better behaved Knight - isn't going to be enough for you moving forward. 

Romance Angels for you and your person. For you I drew Stay Optimistic About Your Love Life - positive thinking and faith will bring you romance and Playfulness - to recapture romance allow your inner youthful spirit of fun to shine. Your person has Children - Your love life is being affected by children - be they theirs or yours and Romantic Feelings - Your feelings are real and worth exploring.

Your Moonology oracle card was Adjustments are required - Third Quarter Moon. This pretty much confirms what I felt about this. It says that whatever situation you're asking about right now, to be honest and ask if there are any toxic emotions involved. This card brings you the promise that all is not lost, but there are changes and adjustments that are needed before you get to where you want to be. Not over, just not ready. The next Third Quarter Moon is tomorrow, the 10th September. This date may be significant to you, or something may happen tomorrow with regard to this situation.

Your Sacred Destiny card was Forgiveness. It tells you that the past does not need to equal the future. The past is gone and it's ok to let it go.

To round off your reading, I drew some letters out of a bag, ten letters which might give you some confirmation of the person you are dealing with. Whether initials, or a full name, a place, a word. I see the names Zak and Kate. I see the word Tuba. Maybe Zak is in a brass band - who knows, stranger things have happened. The word Date, maybe you will start to date your person again, take things slowly. Bath and Bathe and Bathed, I'm sure those came up for another sign, or something similar... *grits teeth and tiptoes away before anyone mentions that the words Death and Hate are also in there*

If this is your reading, if you're Tuba Zak, or Tuba Kate even, please let me know in the comments section below :-)